hello today was very hot..trust me to complain the moment i get a chance but hello!!!try living in delhi...last nite i slept early for once..i got suprised myself..well i woke up early too..yipee!!!this is no mean feat for a lazy cat like moi....then got ready to go to the airport office..got my salary cheque..that did raise my spirits ..money always does even if u mouth the philosophical shit that u dont need money to make u happy.. but lord it does make u happy temporarily..but who is happy all the time?that wud be quite irritating..
i really need to know why delhi is still hot as ever...only my big glasses saved me from bursting in flames...but ppl here act as if they were born on hot coals...they just dont look like they burning in the sun!!!amazing...
m back to work now and that is such a pain in the ass...
i turned 27 on the 9th ..did i laugh?yeah tons...i always laugh n want to laugh..it makes u feel so good but this time i think i traced a hint of sadness in the teethbaring gurgles!!!imagine in three years time i will be well on my way to 30..actually comfortably settled in the 30's bracket...when u are in your mid twenties u still think u can pass of for a young girl but as u near 30...dont u tell me u feel like a teenager....i may rave and rant that i hate ageing but in spirit i still am the reckelss careless funseeking laughing maniac that i am...neways where is it written in black n white that one shud behave one's age?...of course u shudnt try to act cute n like a baby but age is no bar to living life to the hilt
i am a big cribber in life though its not directed towards anybody.... the traffic,the indecency in ppl,the pimples that seem to be in a queue to torture me...the lack of clothes .no matter how many i bought the last time i went shopping...my heart is still singing from te peep toe sandals i own now.....
have to get to work on my writing plans...when will i get down to it?i blame the heat for the listlessness but its in my my heart i know that for sure..okay will stp this blabber and make some tea and try being sane for a while..adios!!

hello...my hands are aching from too much of net surfing...m gonna sleep now...long day tomorrow..delhi is still hot..the rest of the world can freeze in snow and flood but delhi will be covered in sunshine 24/7....

by urban death i mean the lack of natural greenery and blocks of concrete biuldings,the pressure of making money,the traffic and the people in delhi.. not to forget the abominable autowallahs...the weather...the ambitions that you carry in your heart....the constraints that makes it so tough to let those very dreams materialise...

i cannot sleep at night cuz thats when my day begins..and since i work as cabin crew, my work timings are so weird...one lousy day begins at 4 in the morning and sometimes at 12 midnight...so the chances of me creating a regular bed time is almost imposible...i love to read ,imagine travelling to all those faraway nooks and crannies i only can read about...yes my smoking goes up when i am alone cuz it keeps me company..not that i need company all the time..i cherish the times i can be with myself...there are days when i feel so claustrophobic with people milling around all the time and passengers making demands like it is their birthright...

my head rite now feels like it is about to explode..my job is shitty ,that is the mildest word i can use to describe my disastisfaction....it keeps me only cuz i need money..my dreams of becoming a designer has gone up in smoke since i tried but looking back i didnt try hard enough...

i am tireeeeddd cuz i am a lazy cat n sleep calls me like a longlost lover...adios