well well who do u see here?it is the self proclaimed procastinator...hehheehhe..
brrrrr the cold had taken over delhi n we all reeling under it..the frozen toes are proof enuff...
i did go home on 6th nov and wat a glorious time i had ..when i did return after two weks i was full of love and peace and ama ko special pork ko khutta ko acharr..yummy..if u want me to live only on that for a 100 years,dont dare me.darjeeling was then like bride after the afterglow of her wedding celebrations...mellow and warm and embracing before the winter set in...the experience was good...went out with my parents and that day was a lovely one to remember..
couldnt do much there though apart from walking to and fro n in and out of fiesta,buzz,keventers(lovely hot chocolate drink) and penang(nepali thali)....ya thats all i can remember now if u ask me wat did i actually do there
? yeah lots of shopping too....bought korean movies..they fine since i love korean movies,i will like them neways...
saying goodbyes are so hard..and i want to avoid them all my life if i could...the moment i hear goodbyes,i get this hazy vision of me hugging my parents saying bye and walking away with this tight lump in my throat....so i did hug them n came with the pain of seperation...i hate it.
delhi was bleak n foggy and noisy...it was a sin to have all that assault me all at once...phew!!! i thought here i am back to reality ,the gring of making money,giving fake smiles when all you want to do is tear their throats apart......
there are days when i am alone in the house with the tv on playing vh1..the silence suddenly becomes so painful and then i think,it must be the silence of confusion in my mind...if i was at peace,why am i talking about confusion...????thats a good question ..
well i am back to reality ..thank you and the cold is as fierce as ever..
today was a fruitful day..i hugged my parents goodbye again...came back richer than ever with darjeeling oranges, wai wai ,pork pickle and my favourite greens cooked with ama,s love...
darjeeling...my strength in teh darkest days..knowing that you will bring me back to ama,baba,the mist,chowrasta,the blue skies and the snowy mountain ranges...u are lved!!!
guess wat?an amazing thing happened a week back..i have this friend and we used to work together and we are in touch again...thought i would never see him again..this world is a small place indeed
well my beau is somewhere near the khola working his ass off so am missing him ..hope he comes back to civilisation soon...
bye for now..i still havent finished eating elle and vogue yet so cheerioooo...
by the way m learning spanish...como.roto.loco.poco.cultura.cama.nada.hasta and i pronounce them well..hehehhe. cu tomorrow then...
