mom zzzang!!!!

>hello wat a long and tiring day..just got over watching a korean movie//my tutor friend...we watched another one last nite called almost love an n both the movies ,the actor is the same and hes got such lips!!! these movies have such simple story lines..i had forgotten how simple and charming love can be..now all i know of love is longing,fighting,waiting,crying...well thats the perils of being in a long distance relationship but then its not so bad as i am making it out to be..its all good but it also has its fair share of downs!!!j is coming in a week ..am i happy!!!
well all these broken sentences come from the fingers of a tired cabin crew who has spent a long day running around the flight attending rude passengers..cajoling them,almost begging them to understand...that some things are not in our hands..now if the caterers havent loaded enough vegetarian on the flight is it my doing?...sometimes i feel like hitching my saree up and kicking their faces....being polite and welcoming is a good thing if u are a cabin crew but to handle a rude and sputtering angry passenger,require nerves of steel..today i had the pleasure to meet one such monster...he literally beat me up with his words...well he asked for a suggestion card and i gave him pronto thinking aloud(ALMOST)..u shall have all the suggestion cards in the whole damn world...u bastard!!!!
well tomorrow is my off..away from scheming airhostesses and unhappy passengers wth sad faces and dirty armpits and hairy ones...will some body save me?....i am dyinggggg
okay by now u must have realised that i hate my job..i do...with all the blood in my body.i wish to go away from the bloody aircraft as far as possible...pray for me
hmmm been visiting koreanfilm.org and its fantastic that i can see my favourite stars..hehheh..okay i am fine now..ws so stressed after the flight but reaching home i forgot all that..poof!!! see..that is the magic of love,home n hearth....well have to sleep..plan to do my eyebrows ....high time..m starting to look like yakku....mom zzzzang

namaste

hola
things are still the same...still humid and hot and the slept the entire day but i did go out in the evening to pay my bilss...see ..i am not so lazy after all.....
my plans to dehradun are still pending..havent worked out the details as yet.first it has to be nainital....where shud we stay and whether that place is worth visiting..heard the lakes are beautifu..l..lets see...
okay i have loads of things to do as yet...havnet decided wat i shud wear for my training tomorrow..the flight to hyderabad is early at 6 so have
to catch some sleep also....hair needs to be washed...its a matted mess at best!!!...
hmmm..today i ahve very little to write...feeling evry bored..maybe this place is really getting to me..i think i am just a step away frm being mad....
k..good night...asta la vista...i will come back tomorrow in the evening

six degrees

hello
am in the mexico fever cuz i watched six degrees..a travel programme hosted by toby amies of lonely planet...it was wonderful...so mexico tops my list ....before i die i must visit mexico...
well i would like mention the heat in delhi which is getting worse..i mean its september...cmon..nearly three months away from winter...shudnt the heat pack its bags and hibernate for a while n give us a chance to breathe?why cant i get ready wthout sweating like a mad dog?do i have to take bath every five mins?my skin is perpetually sticky as if this huge monster dipped me in honey?........and the hair..my hair cannot take the humidity.i dont know how other people manage but no amount of hair masks n good shampoo makes my hair behave..wat is going on?
i dont even know why i live here at all...delhi sucks ..big time...
theres so much of culture n art happening in mexico..maybe my long time fascination with latin cultures plays a big part in my fondness for this plce but it is catulaly alive...like how before internet became a rage..writing was an art and people still questioned and originalilty was not rare...there are these artists who keep an open house somewhat like a salon..where they share their art...dont know wat u call them exactly..maybe performance art...hmm.
the picture is this guy toby amies learning the art of mexican boxing..very interesting...
well tday i cudnt talk to j cuz my mic let me down ..will have to fix it tom..that is if i dont sleep the whole day...cmon muna ...u must get up early and live life while its still sunny...but i love the nights..they are so much fun...its when the whole world sleeps,i wake up....
must plan the trip to dehradun..hate planning..that gives me the rashes...ewwww!!!call me irresponsible but i am like that and i love it....
am a walking talking chimney...how do u quit smoking?tell me...
la ma gaye la....abo dherai raat bhayo....mery maya timilai.....muahhh

i am just a bag of bones!!!

i like this song like u want by the dwarves...its just so relaxing to hear somebody sing their guts out...
well m back after a long 5 days..well calicut,mumbai,sharjah,dubai briefly....back to delhi....home is where the heart is....the moment i see the mute dusty buildings and patches of green..i know i have arrived home,my bed,my books.....my pillow....well its still hot as ever..but then hope this gets better ..cmon its already sept and well on our way to october...do i have to do the rain dance ???maybe i should..ta da da!
hmm....november is for my daling darjeeling..it waits for me patiently sometimes foggily...wet n musty n misty n sunny sometimes..i am itching to walk the roads there..the whoosh of cold air that will make my nose wet and my eyes misty ....
sleep is hiding within the fold sof my tired eyes...i just took off my kajal...been awake the whole nite but suprisingly i dont wannna sleep....it just feels so good to be home and not in some hotel bed watching tv like a dumbassssss...well this time i did watch a lot of tv...the books i had taken wth me were of no use...they are mad at me...so must make them happy soon..
''the wisdom is in the trees
not the in the glass window''
...........jack johnson(o king of sweet lullabies)
well wat else?tday i intend to sleep like a log..j wl be back frm his work tomorrow..so looking forward to talking to him...the 5 days feel like a century...
''lets get together and feel alrite
give thanks and praise to the lord''
guess whos that?
hmm....dont have much to say really
by the way maccha fwded me this mail which talks abt your
traits according to your blood group..like always ,it was inaccurate..it said
ppl with ab+ grp are hardworking..tahts like the biggest joke ever..come to
think of it..i dont like to work even a teeny weeny bit..wish i ws still in my
teens...being on the wrong side of 20"s is no fun..i tell u...u must take it from me..the queen of paranoia..whos scared of wrinkles,double chins,flabbiness...i keep informing my girls on any new information that i mite read on those overwelhmingly articles on how to keep age at bay and the 5 tips to banish those sly wrinkles around your eyes...though we still havent been attacked by the green eyed wrinkle virus...it scares the shit outta me....waaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!call it vain,stupid,funny,baseless but evrybody wants to retain their youth and i dont beg to differ at all..
ok now enough of bullshitting,am soberly sleepy...my feet hurt cuz i been up and running all nite feeding those monsters in the aircraft....ta.....

hello today was very hot..trust me to complain the moment i get a chance but hello!!!try living in delhi...last nite i slept early for once..i got suprised myself..well i woke up early too..yipee!!!this is no mean feat for a lazy cat like moi....then got ready to go to the airport office..got my salary cheque..that did raise my spirits ..money always does even if u mouth the philosophical shit that u dont need money to make u happy.. but lord it does make u happy temporarily..but who is happy all the time?that wud be quite irritating..
i really need to know why delhi is still hot as ever...only my big glasses saved me from bursting in flames...but ppl here act as if they were born on hot coals...they just dont look like they burning in the sun!!!amazing...
m back to work now and that is such a pain in the ass...
i turned 27 on the 9th ..did i laugh?yeah tons...i always laugh n want to laugh..it makes u feel so good but this time i think i traced a hint of sadness in the teethbaring gurgles!!!imagine in three years time i will be well on my way to 30..actually comfortably settled in the 30's bracket...when u are in your mid twenties u still think u can pass of for a young girl but as u near 30...dont u tell me u feel like a teenager....i may rave and rant that i hate ageing but in spirit i still am the reckelss careless funseeking laughing maniac that i am...neways where is it written in black n white that one shud behave one's age?...of course u shudnt try to act cute n like a baby but age is no bar to living life to the hilt
i am a big cribber in life though its not directed towards anybody.... the traffic,the indecency in ppl,the pimples that seem to be in a queue to torture me...the lack of clothes .no matter how many i bought the last time i went shopping...my heart is still singing from te peep toe sandals i own now.....
have to get to work on my writing plans...when will i get down to it?i blame the heat for the listlessness but its in my my heart i know that for sure..okay will stp this blabber and make some tea and try being sane for a while..adios!!

hello...my hands are aching from too much of net surfing...m gonna sleep now...long day tomorrow..delhi is still hot..the rest of the world can freeze in snow and flood but delhi will be covered in sunshine 24/7....

by urban death i mean the lack of natural greenery and blocks of concrete biuldings,the pressure of making money,the traffic and the people in delhi.. not to forget the abominable autowallahs...the weather...the ambitions that you carry in your heart....the constraints that makes it so tough to let those very dreams materialise...

i cannot sleep at night cuz thats when my day begins..and since i work as cabin crew, my work timings are so weird...one lousy day begins at 4 in the morning and sometimes at 12 midnight...so the chances of me creating a regular bed time is almost imposible...i love to read ,imagine travelling to all those faraway nooks and crannies i only can read about...yes my smoking goes up when i am alone cuz it keeps me company..not that i need company all the time..i cherish the times i can be with myself...there are days when i feel so claustrophobic with people milling around all the time and passengers making demands like it is their birthright...

my head rite now feels like it is about to explode..my job is shitty ,that is the mildest word i can use to describe my disastisfaction....it keeps me only cuz i need money..my dreams of becoming a designer has gone up in smoke since i tried but looking back i didnt try hard enough...

i am tireeeeddd cuz i am a lazy cat n sleep calls me like a longlost lover...adios